T_____T

I was so TRAUMATIZED with LOVE and YOU! verrrryvery trauma -___-

Did you ever think that i actually i'm very very bored waiting for you? :( 
when did you realize? maybe long or not at all aware :( :( 

did you know? i tried to stop hoping, although it is difficult  T.T aaaa

GOODBYE my love, my ndut, my pipi, part of my life :( 

 I WILL TRY TO STOP LOVING YOU!? I HOPE YOU LONGLONGLAST WITH HER :DDDD
i'll will try to not remember you! but if i can?bismillah hopefully i can :'D 
if you're happy I would be happy though happy not because me ?
hypocritical? little? maybe -___- aaaa
I pray, hopefully forget you are the best way :(( goodbyebyebyebyebyebye~ 

-ayu's iyiyiyi

MOVE ON

heyaaaa~ 

mau tanya sama bloggers? menurut kalian move on itu sulit apa gampang? -_-

kok kayanya banyak banget yah yg cepet move on -m- gue aja susahnya setengah mampus rrr.

hellooooooo yaa move on 'easy to say but hard to do' iya bangeetkan? -,- siapasiapa yang mau move on?! aaaa GUE mau banget ya move on hati gue tapi, em am em sulit bzzzzz --"

I love you more than you know, if you hurt me, i think nightmare gonna in your mind and the nightmare it will happen in your life. kadang gue suka berfikir gue salah apa ya?sampe diginiin?apa gue kena karma?em tapi gue nyakitin siapa? -,- balikin hidup gue seperti dulu lagi bisa kali(?) -,-  dulu yang selalu ceria tanpa pikiran dan beban nyehahaha "i miss my old live" :"( 

gue emang suka munafik "I could live without you and stop thinking about you" tapi nyatanya? ngga? :( yang gue takut adalah 'when you did to your girlfriend, would you do as you treat me this time' T____T you must know 'i always jealous and angry to him but whatever i love him so much, jealous? cause i'm afraid of losing you dear' 

- ayu's iyiyiyi~